Tuesday, September 30, 2008

My Bubble

Well, it's been a while huh? Don't worry avid fragments readers...it is not you alone that I have neglected. It's not a selective process. People who know me even a little joke about my 'bubble' but it's a very real thing. I love my personal space. I like being lost in God by myself. Love the thoughts that are only mine. And I love to be alone. Don't get me wrong. I'm aware I need others and I value my beautiful friends more than I can express. But there's just something about closing myself in for a bit. Hence the lack of blogging. My thoughts and my journey right now is not something I'm prepared to share. With anyone yet. Is that wrong? I mean, I'm usually chatty Cathy about life. But right now...I'm just doing my thing. By myself. And waiting on the next step. I'm not sure why I'm so reluctant to be open, I really believe there are seasons where God does something so deeply in our lives that involving others is an interruption. That's how it feels. Like an ongoing A and B conversation with not a lot of room for others to be chiming in. So, there you go. I'm lost in my bubble for a while so I'm not sure the next time you'll hear from me. :) just remember that when God calls you deeper you really should go even if it means leaving everyone else behind a minute.